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Hi Everyone, Sorry it has taken me so long to write. I had to head back to work after our session, so I guess you can tell it's been a sleepless week. Not the good kind. I'm halfsane and half-awake but I gotta get this down now. Appologies in advance for the over sharing, this is my only record so I'm doing this more for me than for you. How I got here? 2:30am, horny, porn, a failed ChatGPT search and finally "Uncle Google"to the rescue. I love sex, I love it real. However finding something or someone you're compatible with can be hard sometimes. So I opted for my dildo, fleshy, thrusts, with balls and all thinking I'd hit the jackpot, only to learn I sucked at that shu shu, unless somebody's doing it for me. There's just something so sexy about knowing there's someone sharing in your fun. I'm fingers, tongue and human touch most of the way. So frustrated, a failed escapade and a fixer, I turn on my "incognito mode" like I do for my other not so standard research and typed "Quest for great sex, Exploring my sexuality, TG in Hong Kong...." ChatGPT, my not so great BFF spouted some ethical nonsense, so I turned to "Uncle Google" and boy did he deliver. Damn, I'm getting turned on just thinking about it. Down the rabbit hole I went,"I was Alice in Wonderland," keenly reading what most of the sites said, even browsed through S&B but then thoughts ("my internal cockblocker") kicked in and said "girl" you have to think this through. I'm always getting myself into sticky situations, and I didn't want to end on TV in some real-life version of "Taken" or"Missing." I shut down my search, took notes of the clubs of interest in my little book and let the thought simmer for a couple of weeks. I honestly shouldn't be allowed to think through stuff, I Did I really want to do this? Was I going through a mental breakdown? Was I taking it too far? Was this safe for me health wise? Was I putting myself in danger?Would I be risking my actual real life for this one? and so on... Deciding that this was a case of temporary insanity. I quit the search and went back to my not so normal life. But, before I totally gave up the quest, I was gonna do one last deep dive. And that's when I came across a Time Out article talking about the S&B experience, then another article on SCMP and I thought "I gotta listen when the fates speak." I followed the Time Out, took the leap and registered not expecting any reply.
Meeting Chris I was pleasantly surprised when Chris replied and though our pleasant exchange began in February, my day job kept getting in the way. I’m sure Chris was getting frustrated; I know I would have been. Chris, thanks for your patience. We set a meeting for late February, but my schedule opened earlier than planned. Taking the opportunity, Chris set a meet up. I was nervous, but my 6th sense was calm so I figured this would be safe. But I’ve been wrong before so just in case, I let my friend know I was “going out somewhere” and when to expect me back. We got to Chris’ den, chatted a little, met the kitties (my spirit animal), got on with the test, discovered I had grown an inch taller. something in the HK water or yoga. He made sure to get me comfortable, and was very professional and respectful. I relaxed once I realized I wasn’t signing up to be an escort, as interesting as that would be, “role play” is as real as it gets for me. We talked about what I’d like to explore and learn, and some interests. I couldn't wait to explore some more with you all being a late bloomer and all. With the tests done and a preview of what to expect, I left with a smile eager to join the next session.
Meeting you all: D-day Note: changes in tense for the sake of the story
Scene 1: Warm-up I prepped for the day, worked on my stuff so I could have less to worry about while I play. Chris says I’ve got two mentors. I’m excited, it feeds right into my fantasies. But as usual more work piled on and that dreaded last minute work task creeped in and now, I’m not even sure I’m going to make it. I really want to go to this shindig, it’s supposed to be a gift to myself but it’swork over everything for me. So, I called in late, finished off the task and made it to the spot. Chris meets up with me, I take off my jewellery (should have left it in the office) and hand over my gadgets and bag and then gives me a blindfold and in we go once we’re sure I can’t see a thing. I’m guided to a spot, a brief introduction made. I meet the team and my mentors Roland and Solar are introduced. Towel in hand, they gently guide me to the shower. I feel like a princess, their gentle hands on my skin and always letting me know where they’ll be touching is helping. Mind you I have never done this before so the nervous laughter kicks in,but Roland soothes me and Solar reminds me I’m in a safe space. Shower is done,I’m patted down, T-shirt worn, and we walk past the “open space” into the room and onto the bed. When leaving the shower, he says to step on his toes lightly so I can follow his steps, and I think that’s so cute. The gesture gives me “Daddy vibes” I never knew I had. The chatter dies down, once we pass by, it’s a little unsettling but Roland and Solar help me focus on them. My T-shirt is up, James checks me and then gets my engine revving by dipping his tongue into my wet little miz, I can almost swear his tongue has its own workout routine. James leaves, and now I gotta pee. I think Roland or Solar asks “Now?,” and I’m like “yes, now”. This time Roland guides me, still blind folded and toe to toe, I pee, rinse off and I’m back in the room. We dip into the bed, chat a little and then Roland places his hands on my breasts, he hands feel warm, soft and firm. Solar starts on my hands, and my waist. He’s gentle, and I like the teasing feeling It’s a light massage, we talk a little bit more, a few giggles and then he asks [I’m paraphrasing]. RS: “what would you like to happen?” M: I don’t know. I think I’m too nervous to do anything right now. RS: That’s okay, relax. You can do whatever you feel comfortable doing…. End scene…… Alternative ending: All in my head, I gotta play it out sometime_ too R-rated to say out now. True, my mind was in overdrive. At first, I was going through a high, I’m thinking yeah, I’m going to get lit tonight, and then all of sudden I’m a rabbit running into a headlights and the panic hits, “I can’t do this.” It’s almost as if I’m about to experience a subdrop without the scenes. Both Roland and Solar calm me down. Roland tells me I can take off the mask, and I’m relieved, getting calmer and damn the view is great. Roland and Solar are just my kind of man. Well, if you’re down we can finish off what we started next time. Honestly, I don’t remember when I took the blindfold off. Still, I’m glad my introduction was with you two. You listened, you cared, and you made me feel safe. At least, by the time I was screaming [thanks Rio & James] it was for all the right reasons. Once, they make sure I’m good. We step out, and I meet you all face to face this time [Winsome, Rapunzel,多多, Camila, Giselle, James & Coffee]. Later I meet Rio, 阿吉,Sunnyb and Helen.Thanks ladies and gents for the welcome. I’m more of an observer in new situations and thanks.
Interlude: Roland and Solar guide me through the rules, respond to my questions, and I’m introduced to the list. It’s looks like fun, but I can’t seem to get all the innings and outings of what it means. I’m in with the crew, and Solar introduces to another player on my list, Rio. Seems cool so I’m down. Birthday cake somewhere in between, apparently Coffee and I share a month. I wonder what else we could share.???? I nibble some cake and snacks, shute I will have to work it off, burn those calories somehow. Rapunzel types away, Camila makes some chitchat but disappears at some points, everyone’s gone-ish.Just me, Rapunzel and 阿吉 basking in the sounds of ecstasy coming from the other rooms. We talk about my ideal man as Rapunzel puts me on to 阿吉 [I read you, I see you]. My response was human, Roland, Solar or whoever. Rapunzel, I was not sure how to answer that question, when in truth I’m thinking of kissing the person who’s asking that question. At 阿吉, you’re good looking. If you ever need a lesson in English, I can teach all the important words. 但如果你愿意,我们总是可以使用普通话或者你可以教我粤语。I like that we’re surrounded by laughter and camaraderie so I’m no longer nervous. I listen in on the conversations around me and observe. At some points, Camila, Giselle,or Rapunzel act as my translators. Solar, Roland or Rio check in on me. I watch parts of a movie with James. Yes, I’m still alive!
Scene 2: Dreaming in Rio Rio’s back. Camila, Giselle & Coffee gone for the night. Helen is chilling [loved the ice lollies-thanks]. And after what seems like eons, a room is available and in we go. He takes care of the sign up. Rio’s easy going, he’s checked up on me a little bit so he's familiar,and made sure I’m comfortable. We chat, I ask him if he’d like me to let my hair down. He’s down for whatever, I let it loose. We get on the bed. I honestly don’t know what to expect, but I’m wet and excited. His touch is so gentle, calm and tantalizing all at once, you can tell he knows what he’s doing. He opens up his arm and is nuggle in next to him. He’s so at tuned to making sure I’m comfortable. He put his arms around my waist, and he slowly moves his arms up and down from underarm to waist to hip. I feel relaxed and I lean into him, we kiss. Soft and unsure at first, then a second deeper kiss and then we go in for the kill. In that moment, I’m just a woman and he’s just a man. Soon we toss and turn on that bed, soon I’m under him and my shirt is off. No fair, Iquip as I haphazardly help take off his shirt, and he kicks his shorts off. I giggle, this is exciting. Then he grabs my legs, and his head is between my legs and I’m in heaven. I’m trying not to pull him into me. Now it’s his turn, I return the favour. I take little Rio into my warm mouth, it’s been a while and I’m hoping he likes it. I’m trying not to gag_ still a deep throater-in-training.I’ll need more practice. I control my breath, I suck his balls, it’s a mess I’m sure but he’s not complaining so I keep at it. We kiss again, deeper with more tongue, hands on his neck, his back his chest. He has his hands on my, my nipples in his mouth_ Octopus hands and in action and I’m loving it. I’m on top for a bit, then we switch I’m back on the bed, he puts on the rubber and he is inside me, we go at like rabbits_ missionary-doggy style and back again. I’m coming and he’s going at it. Soon, we reach climax again. Him after me so that’sgreat. I’m on a high. He pulls me into his arms, I get a little antsy what if someone needs the room. He’s like relax, he checks on me, we snuggle and it feels great. Back on earth we chat a little, we kiss and care each other again. I’m thinking are we going again? ???? hehe. We clear up the room. We head into the shower clean up time. We rub soap onto each other, I’m on my knees and I clean little Rio up with my mouth. We kiss and he washes me off. Thanks for being my first guy in 2023.
Interlude: Back in the open, of course I’m happy. I chat a little with the others. Rio puts me onto 阿吉, second person. I’m thinking I should investigate this guy sometime. It’s almost midnight so it’s time to I get back to the other life, I let James know.
Scene 3: Before the stroke of midnight Roland puts me onto James’ radar, so we take a turn. I mean I got the teaser; I’d be a fool to turn that down. Glasses on the table, hair down, I’m on the bed and legs open. He grabs me and pulls me to his face, and he lays his intense kisses on little miz. I go blank, I can’t think. Rubber on and it’s on. Those deep thrusts have me screaming, I blank out and I’m in heaven. We clear up and shower of course and I’m good for good for the night. He kisses me better and I’m ready to go back to actual work again. I’m glad I came in more ways than one, I will definitely be seeing you all again soon. Thanks Chris for organizing this and actually getting me to come out. Thank you, Roland, and Solar for being my mentors. Thanks Rio & James for a blast. Thanks everyone I met at the party for being so inclusive, hope to get to know you all better with time. |